Chapter 6
Northbound
The skid rode badly in the chop, slamming hard enough against the water to rattle his teeth.
He stood braced near the stern with one hand on a freezing rail and the other resting close to the weapon slung across his chest, more out of habit than expectation. The small craft's engine snarled under the weight of the sea. Spray burst over the bow in sheets, stinging wherever it found skin. The crewman at the tiller said nothing. Neither did the second man crouched by the fuel cans. They had the flat, incurious silence of people accustomed to ferrying others toward ugly work and not asking what became of them after landfall.
He preferred them that way.
The floating bastion loomed behind them for longer than seemed possible, a hulking dark geometry against the whitening horizon. At this distance it could have been anything: a barge, a cut-down freighter, a dead industrial cathedral taught to float by stubborn engineers and fear. Light bled weakly from a few shielded openings. Watch silhouettes moved along the upper lines. No welcoming flags. No outward declaration of what the vessel claimed to be. It had survived by becoming difficult to read.
He understood that.
He kept looking back anyway.
The upper rails were empty now. His son had long since been swallowed by steel corridors and a mother who had enough sense to drag him inside before the cold bit too deeply. Still, his eyes kept returning to the same section of deck as if grief were something distance might eventually tire of performing.
It did not.
At last the ship dwindled into weather and the weather began the slow work of erasing it.
Only then did he turn fully toward the north.
The sea ahead had the colour of worked lead. Low cloud dragged its belly across the morning, bruised violet at the edges and thickening by the minute. He could already see where the weather went wrong further out, a band of dirty shadow hanging over the world like a closed fist. The cold here was cleaner than inland cold, less filthy somehow, but no kinder for it. It sliced rather than soaked. The sort that found openings in clothing the way water found cracks in stone.
He checked his gear by touch as the skid bucked under him.
Chest sling secure. P90 seated. Glock at hip. Rifle tight high across his back above most of the wet. Knife accessible. Spare magazines split between vest and pack so one bad loss would not zero him out entirely. Camera wrapped and sealed. Rations. Flare. Compass clipped where he could reach it quickly. Medical kit reduced to the practical minimum. Tent roll lashed beneath the medium sack. Folding shovel strapped flat where it would not catch.
The quartermaster had tried to outfit him like a clumsy expedition photograph. Bright cold-weather shell, bulk insulation, standard issue gloves thick enough to make shooting a negotiation. He had taken what mattered and discarded the rest. Layers chosen for movement. Poncho cut and weathered to break his outline. Darker kit where possible. The metal mask packed but not worn. It had uses, but one did not willingly freeze steel to the face before necessary.
People on the ship made legends out of choices like these because stories were easier than admitting skill came from repetition, mistakes, and surviving them. The Tariaksuq mask. The daylight ghost. The operator who wasn't where you thought he was. Bollocks, most of it. He had been seen plenty of times. Shot at often enough to prove the point. But if superstition made others hesitate for half a breath, he would wear it like any other tool.
The man at the tiller spat into the sea and jerked his chin toward the clouds. "You get caught under that lot, don't expect us to come looking."
He glanced over. "Wasn't planning to."
The crewman gave a short grunt that might have been respect and might have been nothing at all.
The second man finally spoke. "Land in twenty if the ice isn't worse than yesterday."
"Yesterday?" he asked. "You've been in already?"
The crouched crewman looked up just long enough to regret speaking. "Near enough."
"For what?"
The tillerman cut in before the other could answer. "Not your concern."
There it was again. That same closed system he had been circling since coming aboard. The captain's people always knew slightly more than they should, and always less than they needed to explain themselves honestly. Weather windows. Shore conditions. Settlement die-offs. Safe channels. Ruins in the arctic. Enough intelligence to move with purpose, never enough transparency to trust.
He let the question die. Answers volunteered on ships like these were usually bait, mistakes, or both.
Instead he watched the line of coast emerge from the haze.
At first it looked like a flaw in the world, a dark interruption beneath the low clouds. Then detail resolved: jagged rock, shelves of shore ice, a long sweep of white broken by black ribs of stone. No trees. No smoke. No visible sign that anything living had ever chosen to remain here by preference. It looked less like landfall than arrival at the edge of some older, less forgiving planet.
Good, he thought. Simpler.
Then he remembered the photographs and corrected himself.
Not simpler. Only emptier.
The skid ground through fringe ice with a sound like breaking crockery. The crew cursed, adjusted course, punched through another band. Close to shore the water turned vicious and uncertain, shallows hidden under slush and floating plates. He crouched automatically to lower his centre of gravity. The camera case dug into his side with each jolt.
The beach, if it could be called a beach, was a strip of frozen shingle trapped between grey water and rising snow. The tillerman brought them in badly on purpose, hard enough to keep the craft from drifting broadside. The second man jumped out first with a line, boots splashing shin-deep before he found footing.
"Move," he said. "We're not holding this all day."
He slung the pack up, stepped to the gunwale, and paused just long enough to judge the water.
Back home he would not have bothered. Through a marsh or flooded ditch, a quick step through black water was nothing. Here it was a calculation with fewer margins. Cold this sharp did not simply discomfort. It claimed.
He jumped for the firmer band of ice-rimed gravel instead and landed hard enough to drive pain up both knees.
Good enough.
He hauled the rest of his gear clear while the crewman tossed after it with the care one might show sacks of grain.
"Pickup point's the same," the tillerman shouted over the engine. "Seven days in. Seven days out. If the weather keeps civil."
He straightened, pack already biting into his shoulders. "And if it doesn't?"
The man's face held no sympathy at all. "Then learn to love the scenery."
They shoved off before he could waste breath on an answer.
Within minutes the skid had become another dark insect skimming back toward the offshore shape, leaving him alone with the wind.
Silence settled differently here. Not true silence. The world still made noise. Water grinding at the shore. Ice clicking faintly. Wind moving over open stone with a long low moan. But there was no human noise left in it, and that absence hit harder than sound ever had.
He stood for a moment and let the scale of the place register.
Ahead lay snow broken by rock and low ridges, a landscape stripped to muscle and bone. No cover worth trusting. No easy fuel. No forgiveness. Above it all the cloudbank continued to thicken, the underside of it dark with coming weather. The sun, where it broke through at all, did so weakly, only enough to turn distant snowfields into blinding sheets and cast no real warmth with the light.
He took out the map case and checked his first bearings against the land in front of him.
The route the captain's people had given him was insultingly simple on paper. Land here. Travel north-east over open ground. Pass a broken ridge line. Continue to the ruins visible in clear weather from a distance. Document the marked stone. Optional secondary objective in crypt south of main site.
Optional.
He had lived too long in the orbit of people who used words like that. Optional meant desired without liability. Secondary meant important enough to mention, deniable enough to shrug off if it killed the wrong man.
And the whole job reeked of underbriefing.
No mention of previous teams. No explanation of source intelligence. No reason why ancient writing in the ice mattered to a captain who rationed antibiotics like state secrets. No clear answer as to why the ruins had not simply been shelled, looted, or forgotten in the years since the world collapsed. Either the place truly held nothing but old stone and cold air, or someone aboard that ship was lying by omission with professional confidence.
He trusted the second option more.
Wind cut across his face. Time to move.
He fitted gloves properly, adjusted the straps across his shoulders, and started inland.
The first hour was all discipline.
Find rhythm. Do not overheat. Do not sweat into your own death. Place each step where the snow looks honest. Avoid the tempting smooth stretches that might hide wind-scoured ice beneath a dusting. Test drifts with the shovel handle before committing weight when the terrain dips strange. Count distance by terrain and body, not by hope.
The cold rewrote his breathing quickly. Each inhale cut. Each exhale smoked back into his hood. The world narrowed to white, black stone, and the drag of gear. Behind him the shore shrank until the floating bastion was gone entirely, swallowed by curvature, haze, and the simple fact that ships belonged to the sea and he did not anymore.
From time to time he looked back anyway.
Nothing.
Good.
He preferred departures that could not ask him to reconsider.
By midmorning the landscape had begun to show its subtleties. Wind-carved ridges like frozen surf. Animal tracks gone half-filled by spindrift. Scar lines in the snow where rock beneath shaped the surface into false smoothness. Once he stopped, crouched, and studied a set of old prints pressed hard into a patch of crusted white. Not human. Too broad in the forepart. Predator, likely. Moving west, maybe a day old. Hard to tell in this cold.
He rose and kept going.
The mission tugged at the back of his thoughts in the same irritating way a loose tooth tugged at the tongue. Too tidy. Too remote. Too conveniently described as simple. And yet the crewman had said they were near enough just yesterday. Near enough to what? Shore ice? A resupply marker? The ruins themselves?
If others had already come this far, then he was not alone in the story no matter how empty the horizon pretended to be.
That thought stayed with him longer than the cold did.
Around noon he reached the broken ridge line marked on the map and climbed just high enough to get a fuller view beyond.
The land opened before him in a sweep of pallid distance.
And there, far off in the white glare, something vertical interrupted the world.
Not a natural formation. Not from this distance, not with those angles.
Ruins.
Even miles away he could feel the pull of them, not mystical yet, only architectural and human in the oldest, ugliest sense. Proof that someone had built impossibly far from reason and left something standing that weather had not finished killing.
Above the site the cloud cover had darkened to a bruised lid. Stormlight gathered there, turning the snow beneath it faintly blue-grey.
He looked once more toward the hidden sea, thought of green eyes at a railing, and then back to the distant stone.
"This better be worth it," he said to nobody at all.
The wind offered no opinion.
He started down the far side of the ridge and walked toward the weather.